:: I AM ::
…am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman, I am confident & scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring. And thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on the stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I’m dying in the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on the eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing at once. And all I want is for you to LOVE ME!
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
i deliberated with the real meaning of love. certain things that freak me most is when things get in a wrong way. arguments, fights, screaming, shoutings....argh! that is went life get suckier.
wat is it like to live for the rest of my life with misery? the past was my scar, the future awaits and i am afraid. has the time arrived for me to sit and think the best for myself? i cant decide. the feeling of insecured, unproctected was empty. happiness was gone long ago. sacrifices was unappreciated. left alone to deal with everything. was blame for doing nothing. the difficult situation of mine! ITS UNDESCRIBABLE ~meow~
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