:: I AM ::
…am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman, I am confident & scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring. And thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on the stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I’m dying in the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on the eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing at once. And all I want is for you to LOVE ME!
Entries
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Though im tired yet managed to stay there like till 1am. thanks pao! say wanna go home after "rahsia perkahwinan" like at 1030pm but stuck till 1am. Tot a few of my gerls were there, but actually only me n ms gee! and wait! sheila oso there to promote her kuih! slurp.. But well, overall, its nice and warm get together session we had yesterday. Had fun tal
king, eating the mee soto... and oopsss...! rahsia terbongakar beb.. haha. thanks to sheila! Though is a small group of us we still rock each other! hahaha.
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4:37 PM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
ok so we gerls gonna break fast at tooty's & wave's white crib today... yep.. its been a while since i last saw them (the husband & wife)... that was like on their wedding reception.. thats blardy long beb! anyway, im gonna have the ikan bilis goreng from tooty! (double slurp) its been a while too...... hmph!
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1:38 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
hmm.... kinda sleepy now. half an hour more to go. feel like 2 hrs for me. i cant take it. looking at the computer everyday not only ruin my eyes. infact the whole body of mine! sometimes i just feel like throwing down this computer at the highest level of my office building. gebussssh... it smash and break into pieces... yeah!! or can i just kick the screen???? aarggh!
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5:26 PM