:: I AM ::
…am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman, I am confident & scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring. And thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on the stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I’m dying in the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on the eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing at once. And all I want is for you to LOVE ME!
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
here we go again.... with no solutions to the matter, u alive again as a person in my life. After saying so much things that hurts me, blaming me for doing nothing u came back n talk to me abt other things n act nice! like wth? are u pretending or wat? wat are u trying to do actually? one day you can get angry over some unrelevant matters, u ignored me for couple of days, then the next day u came up and be nice to me.... this sucks! big time... i mean thanks for the great effort u made to end the arguments but is this the way of urs? im not interested. stop playing arnd the bush. im sick n tired of all this bullshits! and guess wat. when u came up to me last nite n being nice n all, i left with not choice, i pretend to be nice back to you. but the real fact, im not over this yet. Because of you being childish, i have to act like dis!
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