:: I AM ::
…am a daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl and a grown woman, I am confident & scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring. And thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I am hard working and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I wish on the stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I’m dying in the inside. I listen to others who wont listen to me. I walk on the eggshells and I walk on fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing at once. And all I want is for you to LOVE ME!
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007
hmm.... kinda sleepy now. half an hour more to go. feel like 2 hrs for me. i cant take it. looking at the computer everyday not only ruin my eyes. infact the whole body of mine! sometimes i just feel like throwing down this computer at the highest level of my office building. gebussssh... it smash and break into pieces... yeah!! or can i just kick the screen???? aarggh!
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